I am this way as well. People do not realized that the cannibinol (CB1, CB2) receptors can be overly sensitive in some people. Haveing a lot of ATP and GTP will tend to do this since ATP and GTP sensitize all the g protein coupled receptors.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6461403/

Smoking pot makes me literally curl up into a ball on the floor in panic and anxiety.